We deleted a bunch of comments in yesterday's thread. We warned everyone that it wasn't the time or place to second guess, pontificate, share stories of personal redemption, or even curse the horror perpetrated yesterday. We're still debating opening up this thread to various types of comments that are invariably going to appear at times like these. We'll probably delete them, too.
Cops are witness to violent death far too often. It take a toll on the psyche. Think for a second about how many broken, wounded, dead bodies you've seen this year - not pictures, not after CFD has left for the ER, but on scene, where the blood is fresh, people are screaming, the paramedics are working. If you're somewhere busy as a street copper, it's probably around five, ten, maybe twenty? As a detective somewhere busy, maybe thirty or fifty? If you're lucky, maybe only once? Or not this year?
The slaying of a child by a parent is an unspeakable horror, one of the few things that will rock a cop to his or her core. We are human, many of us have families, and one of the prices paid by having a front row seat to this circus is that occasionally, you get to see the absolute worst humanity has to offer.
We saw a lot of people going through the motions yesterday. It was even worse than what we saw following the slayings of Officers Francis and Soto. And the juxtaposition of "father" and "protector" with "killer" is hard to reconcile.
We've said this before, we'll say it again, and sadly, someone will have to do the whole dance again sometime in the future, either here on the blog or somewhere else:
- Help is available. Everything is not hopeless. There are ways to deal with the pain, the agony, the unbearable weight of existing day after day after day. Call someone.
Reach out ladies and gentlemen. If it isn't you, but someone you know dealing a situation of unimaginable anguish, reach out to them. One day, they'll thank you.
That's all. We've said our piece.
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